January 2012
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Goodbye 2011
This was a pretty good year. My most memorable moment was deff. August 13, 2011. It was the night my dreams of becoming a princess came true. It was filled with all of my closest friends and family <3. Even though my fav girl Supreet was missing :/
I lost many friends that i swore i’d never lose. One of them was Bhoomika. I honestly don’t know why we fell apart. Everything was good...
brownmon3y:
idc if you live in England, the world revolves around New York, it’s a New Year when the ball drops
December 2011
Sexy-Sweaters: the beautiful body project. →
sexy-sweaters:
i’ve always felt insecure about showing my body on tumblr.
i thought i could trick people into thinking i was skinny, and that if they thought that, more people would follow me.
i’m not a skinny girls by any definition; i’m 5’5” and a size twelve.
today, after receiving numerous comments…
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
- manjit, yes
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- Depends on how much i likee him.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- Not too long agooo
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- Always dooo =]
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- If they are, i'd like for them to tell meee.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- Nooope
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- Shorts and a shirt
8. How often do you listen to music?
- every mofo daayy
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- depends on my mood that day, but mostly jeans
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
- in two days? no.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
- social because all i do is talk talk talk talk talk talk
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
- cheeeck
13. What about ‘R’?
- cheeeck
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
- i cant drive period.
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
- if i know them personally
16. Are you going out of town soon?
- nope =[
17. When was the last time you cried?
- TODAY LOL
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
- yes my parents
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
- yes, brown
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- okaay relaaax
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- being told what to do
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- yesssss
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
- nopeeee
24. What are you sitting on right now?
- my brothers bed
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- yes
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- omg yes
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- vikcyyyyy
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
- yessss, but i dont take medicine because im a fearless bitch
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- my moms closet lmao
30. Does anyone hate you?
- idgaf
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- lmao noo
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
- my favoritee
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
- suree
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- none, because something wonderful happened in each year
35. Did you have a dream last night?
- omgg i loved my dreammm lastnightt
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- my mom before she went to sleeep
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- hell noo
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- yes lmao
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- im not physic.
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
- yes i ate butterchicken
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
- relationship with myself
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- my mommm HOLLAAA. and my bestfriend and her mommmm
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- yes but sadly they did
44. What’s the best part about school?
- seeing people
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
- yuupp
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- sometimess
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- all the timeee
48. Were you single over the last summer?
- yuupp
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- nothinggg like it
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- studyingggg
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- no i love him
52. Are you nice to everyone?
- i tryyy to beee
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- yessss
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- ofcoursee
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- after a while they come outt
56. Do you think you like someone?
- i know i like someome
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
- my mom
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- whoever can make me laughhhhhhhhhhh
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- yess
60. Do you hate anyone?
- hates a stronggg word
61. How’s your heart?
- repairing, almost theree
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- yessssss.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
- sadlyyy
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- someone who doesnt like meeee
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
- nopeee blue : )
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- nopeee (:
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- loving it is fcked upp
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- LOL no
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- the guy who took my orderr
70. How do you look right now?
- bummmy and totally mismatchedd
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- yes my bestfriends
72. Can you commit to one person?
- ofcourseee
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- yes manjit
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
- ddeffff
75. Did you wake up cranky?
- todaay? noo. but i hate when my mom wakes me up to tell me shes leaving the house -__-
76. Are you a jealous person?
- when it comes to the guy i like
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
- dependss
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
- yesss, you dont deserve me douche
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
- yes, but hes so far away =[
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
- eat
81. Last person you cried in front of?
- the reflection in the mirror
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
- yesss
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- at timesss
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
.... not doing this surveyyy
85. Are you over your past?
- at times it comes back
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- yessss
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
- again, my bestfrienddss
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
first true love? he has nothing to apologize for. current? no fuck you
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
- obviously
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- yes they all hate him lmao
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- nopeeee
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
- yeaahhh, funnniesst kid everrr
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
- on the cheeeck
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- no.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- not reallyyy
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
- yesssss
97. Who do you have texts from?
- annoying ass mofos who text me 5 gazzilllion times in a row about shit idc about
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- he already does, hence the fuck you. but im happy for him
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- nopee
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
- forever alone
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
- nopee
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- ofcourseee
I'm so bored...
Do you ever feel..
like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is...
